The watch

第一遍读起来觉得莫名其妙，第二遍才觉得有趣。不过还是感觉文章太散文化了。 [00:05.19]017.The Watch [00:10.46]I look around me and the room has changed imperceptibly and overtly. [00:17.08]There are elephants on thin legs lining the walls, the people around me have become giant insects, [00:25.68]my watch melts and slowly drips from my wrist. A Dalinian dream? A Kafkaesque nightmare? [00:36.62]The breeze of surrealism blows through my hair; an existential whirlwind captures my imagination. [00:45.73]In the images of these two great creators, [00:49.24]I see reflections of beautiful and insatiable imaginations, completely undisciplined, unbounded; [00:58.51]yet full of the magic and power of the artists’ visions. [01:03.90]These images are not as true as photographs, but they are a hundred times more honest. [01:11.83]I, too, often find myself misrepresenting the world. [01:16.64]In the midst of a truly dreary lecture I sometimes force wakefulness upon myself by images of what I am learning, [01:27.32]and instead of seeing my teacher carrying on about the military campaigns of the Civil War, [01:35.09]I see muskets blazing against raised flags. [01:40.28]More often, I see my life as an adventure; romanticized, idealized, exhilarating. [01:48.78]Instead of seeing a boring test of memory, I see a test of will; instead of a debate, [01:58.16]I see a battle of wits; instead of seeing the photographic image of life, [02:06.22]I see the existential and intoxicating war of man against Fate itself. [02:15.85]In these images I am sometimes challenged by faceless opponents, [02:21.69]sometimes I am climbing a mountain. Perhaps I am fighting a bull or jumping on rooftops. [02:30.18]At times I question the benefits of reinventing the world to suit my fancy. [02:37.30]It is true, of course, that everyone does this. [02:42.02]Even the strictest of thinkers cannot avoid letting their own vision of the world show through in their works. [02:50.05]Dali and Kafka are not exceptions, they are extremes. Why are we all so eager to get away from reality? [03:02.10]I find that I, like many others, often don’t seem to fuly belong. But of course I do belong, [03:11.81]this is my world as much as anyone else’s. [03:16.22]I try to solve this contradiction between the perceived and the real by altering the world ever so slightly [03:26.53]- a horse drawn carriage instead of a car, a prize winning essay rather than another homework assignment [03:34.74]- so that it finds its place around me. [03:38.03]A simple solution indeed. [03:41.17]We do not change ourselves to fit the world, but change the world to fit within us. [03:49.31]A simple act of wish fulfillment, and all is done. [03:53.95]And, of course, to melt a watch with the mind is far better than to enslave the intellect within the watch [04:02.76]like a genie in a bottle. [04:05.63]Freedom to think requires only so little, [04:09.77]and to adjust the world to one’s thought is ever more noble than adjusting thought to the world. (source: http://online2.tingclass.net/lesson/shi0529/0009/9349/17.lrc) imperceptibly overtly 明显地 Dalinian 达利式的 Kafkaesque卡夫卡式的 existential 存在主义的 whirlwind 旋风 insatiable 贪得无厌的 dreary沉闷的 wakefulness 觉醒 musket 火枪 exhilarating 令人激动的 intoxicating 令人兴奋的 genie 妖怪