他们曾住过的地方-雷蒙德·卡佛 - X、李馒头-190305

他们曾住过的地方 那天他走过的每个地方都是走在自己的过去里。在记忆堆里踢踏。从不再属于他的窗子往外望。工作，贫穷，和短暂的改变。那些日子他们靠意志生活，下定决心绝不屈服。没有什么能阻挡他们。但是好景不长。那个晚上在汽车旅馆的房间里，在清早的那些时光，他打开窗帘。看见云朵堆积遮住了月亮。他靠在玻璃上，靠得更近一点。冰冷的空气窜进来，将它的手放在他的心上。我爱过你，他想。好好地爱过你一场。在不再爱你之前。作者 / [美国] 雷蒙德卡佛翻译 / 舒丹丹Where They’d Lived Everywhere he went that day he walkedin his own past. Kicked through pilesof memories. Looked through windowsthat no longer belonged to him.Work and poverty and short change.In those days they'd lived by their wills,determined to be invincible.Nothing could stop them. Notfor the longest while.In the motel roomthat night, in the early morning hours,he opened a curtain. Saw cloudsbanked against the moon, He leanedcloser to the glass. Cold air passedthrough and put its hand over his heart.I loved you, he thought.Loved you well.Before loving you no longer.Raymond Carver