Back to 18

now I’m in my twentieth in my difficult time being energetic but also perplexed seems to be / a little panic maybe I’ll be mature when I come to my thirtieth being a wife and a role of mother perhaps that may happen,most possibility I’ll be stronger or cooler on treating others doing homework with my children after my work felling tired ,happy as well Work’s getting bored then I choose to travel around the world children have their own life which I don’t want to control that’s my fifties,set everybody free 6 a.m. I wake up and 9 p.m go to sleep Enjoy the sunshine and have a cup of tea I’m sixty, getting ugly Thinks that I am nobody but just a piece of falling leaf having watched many people coming then they leave Thanks god, seventy’s interesting Then I want to back to the year when I was eighteen all the troubles were just examinations which were easy finish and go to party