介绍:
《The Life I Desired》
That must be the story of innumerable couples, and the pattern of life it offers has a homely grace.
It reminds you of a placid rivulet, meandering smoothly through green pastures and shaded by pleasant trees, till at last it falls into the vast sea; but the sea is so calm, so silent, so indifferent, that you are troubled suddenly by a vague uneasiness.
Perhaps it is only by a kink in my nature, strong in me even in those days, that I felt in such an existence, the share of the great majority, something amiss.
I recognized its social value.
I saw its ordered happiness, but a fever in my blood asked for a wilder course. There seemed to me something alarming in such easy delights
In my heart was desire to live more dangerously. I was not unprepared for jagged rocks and treacherous shoals it I could only have change-change and the excitement of unforeseen.
《我所追求的生活》
这一定是世间无数对夫妻的生活写照，这种生活模式给人一种天伦之美。
它使人想起一条平静的溪流，蜿蜒畅游过绿草如茵的草地，浓荫遮蔽，最后注入烟波浩渺的汪洋大海；但是大海是那么平静，那么沉默，那么不动声色，你会突然感到莫名的不安。
也许这只是我自己的一种怪诞想法，在那样的日子里，这想法对我景响很深，我觉得这像大多数人一样的生活，似乎缺少了一点儿什么。
我承认这种生活有社会价值。
我也看到了它那井然有序的幸福，但我血液里的冲动却渴求一种更狂野的旅程。这样的安逸中好像有一种让我惊惧不安的东西。
我的心渴望一种更加惊险的生活。
只要生活中还能有变迁—一以及不可知的刺激，我愿意踏上怪石嶙峋的山崖，奔赴暗礁满布的海滩。
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