i hate u i love u(gnash)

feeling used 感觉被利用了 but I'm 但我… still missing you 还是想着你 and I can't 而我依然不能 see the end of this 接受这结果 just wanna feel your kiss 只想感觉你的亲吻 against my lips 弥留在唇上的气息 and now all this time 这么长的时间 is passing by 已经过去 but I still can't seem to tell you why 但我似乎依然不能告诉你 为什么 it hurts me every time I see you 每次见到你我的心会阵痛 realize how much I need you 察觉到自己有多么需要你 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i love you 我恨我 爱着你 don't want to,but i can't put 我并不想这样 但我再也无法 nobody else above you 将别人放在心上 i hate you i love you 我恨你 我爱你 i hate that i want you 我恨我 爱着你 you want her, you need her 你想要她 你需要她 and I'll never be her 而我永远不会是她 i miss you when i can't sleep 失眠的夜 我想着你 or right after coffee 喝了咖啡 我想着你 or right when i can't eat 吃不下饭 我想着你 i miss you in my front seat 我想念你坐在我的前座 still got sand in my sweaters 我的毛衣里还留有沙子 from nights we don't remember 多少个夜里已经记不得 do you miss me like i miss you? 你是否像我一样想着我? fucked around and got attached to you 不顾一切只想和你一起 friends can break your heart too, and 朋友也有伤你心的时候 i'm always tired but never of you 我总是觉得很累 但并不是因为你 if i pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit 如果我强加于你 你也不会高兴的 i put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit 我把事实托出 而你并不买账 i type a text but then i never mind that shit 我写了简讯 我并不在意 i got these feelings but you never mind that shit 我的这些感受 你从来不在乎 oh oh, keep it on the low 好吧 不要说了 you're still in love with me but your friends don't know 你还爱着我 但你朋友们却不知道？ if you wanted me you would just say so 如果你想要我 你肯定有对朋友说过 and if i were you, i would never let me go 如果我是你 我绝对不会放手让我走 i don't mean no harm 我并没有恶意 i just miss you on my arm 我只是想念你在我怀里 wedding bells were just alarms 婚礼的钟声刚刚响起 caution tape around my heart 警示带缠绕着我的心 you ever wonder what we coulda been? 你有没有想过我们本也可以步入教堂？you said you wouldn't and you fucking did 你说过你不想结婚 结果你真的如此 lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix 骗了我 骗着我 去你他妈的复合 now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed 现在我的头脑已经混乱 always missing people that i shouldn't be missing 总是错过不该错过的人