介绍:
Dear Mom, I’m sorry if what you read in my journal made you feel differently about me, but the truth is, I wanted to tell you everything in there, but I was scared. Scared of what you’d think of me, and scared that you’d blame yourself; which you shouldn’t. I know I’ve been a real handful this year. And I haven’t appreciated your love. Since I left, I’m not crying because I’m sad. It’s because I made you sad, and you so don’t deserve it. I know we’re both just coming from our own sides, but maybe we could meet in the middle. I miss you so much it hurts.
Love, Lola.
亲爱的妈妈，如果你在日记里看到的，让你觉得和现实的我完全不同，对不起。但事实是，我本想告诉你所有事，但我很害怕，怕你对我的看法，怕你责怪自己；而这都不该由你来承受。我知道，今年我很麻烦，而且还没感谢你对我的爱。我走了以后，没有哭，因为我很悲伤；因为我让你伤心了，而且这不是你应得的。我知道，我们的出发点不一样，但也许我们能找到共鸣，我非常的想念你。
爱你的Lola
