英语美文，静静地活，不浮躁，不嘲笑，不埋怨

Almost everybody thinksthey are really the masters of their own lives.几乎每个人都以为自己真的拥有自己的人生 I used to think that way, too. 我以前也这么想 But, that was the past. 但是，那是以前了 Through the uphills and downhills of my life, I've come to realizethat I didn't really ever own my own life. And neither did most of the others. 在生活的坎坷中，我慢慢看清了原来曾经的我并没有拥有自己的生活就和很多人一样 I used to be so restless and shallow.I was always satisfied with what things seem to be at first sight. 从前的我，浮躁又肤浅总是只满足于生活最表面的东西And I was seldom able to calm down and reflect on the present moment. 并且很少能冷静下来认清此时此刻 But what it really meansto own your own life is that you put your heart into the present moment.然而，真正的拥有是需要你把心安在当下的Otherwise you're nothing but just a passenger who are forced to drive through this highway that we call life.否则，你只是在生活这条快车道上被迫前行的一个匆匆旅者 You don't own it. And you can't enjoy it. 你并不拥有它也没法享受它 Now, I choose to live my lifecalmly without restlessness, mockery or complaints. 现在，我选择静静地生活不浮躁、不嘲笑，也不埋怨 Being like thisI suddenly discoveredthat my vision had become clearer. 在这种状态里我突然发现自己的视线变清晰了 Many problemsthat troubled me beforeare now solved. 从前困扰我的很多难题现在都有了答案 I'm gratefulthat I made such a decision.我庆幸自己做出了这样的决定In the pastI can only dream what kind of a life that I can live. 因为，从前我只能做自己的梦But now I can live this lifeas I wanted.而现在我能够走自己的路