In the Forest and Saint Lucia Day

In the Forest   I often close my eyes and replay this in my heart.   You held my hand so tightly and took my breath away as you softly sealed my lips with your finger. "Slow down. Rest your soul," you said. And with your other hand, you shed darkness over my eyes. With that, you stole the beats of my heart. "I'm scared," I said. We walked and walked. We talked and talked. You put my worries to sleep. You ignited the warmth of love in my heart. You became part of me. And I was you. We were one. We were one. I put my heart to sleep inside yours. And when I opened my eyes to the sun in yours, I saw only the sun. Not you. You left and stripped the heart out of me. I am still in the forest, lost without a map, waiting for you to come back and show me the way. You said you knew the way, remember?   I still cry every time I read this. I still don't understand why you left and never came back. 我常闭上眼 在心里重放这一幕。   你紧紧地握着我的手 我屏住呼吸 当你用手指轻轻地封住我的唇。 “慢点，让你的灵魂休息，”你说。 用你的另一只手， 蒙上了我的眼睛。 接着，你偷走了我的心跳。 “我好怕，”我说。 我们走了又走。 我们说了又说。 你让我的烦恼进入梦乡。 你点燃了我心中爱的温暖。 你成为了我的一部分。 而我就是你。 我们是一体的。 我们是一体的。 我把我的心放在你的心里沉睡。 当我睁开眼睛看你眼中的太阳， 我只看到了太阳。 却没看到你。 你离开了，把我的整颗心都带走。 我还在森林里呢。 手里却没有地图， 我等你回来 我等你给我带路。 你说你知道路， 还记得吗？   每每读到这里，我还是会哭。 我还是不明白 你为什么离开 再没回来。